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TOPIC: It is a complete illusion that God wants you to be punished for having made a mistake. It is a complete illusion that by suffering, you can somehow compensate for your own sins. It is a complete illusion that the spilling of the blood of Christ on the cross compensated for the sins of all of humankind.

Lady Master Portia with Saint Germain, April 19, 2009

 


Portia is my name and you associate it with the title of the Goddess of Justice. Yet, as with all those who have spoken before me, I am MORE. For indeed, my beloved, you may think that justice is a serious matter, and thus, you may not associate any joy with justice. But, as you have just experienced the joy of your previous exercise, I can assure you that there is much joy in the office of the Goddess of Justice. For in reality, I truly am not the Goddess of Justice—I would like to give you the image that I am the Goddess of Balance, my beloved.

For what is the universal symbol for justice? Is it not the scales. And so, I come to give you a new perspective on what it means to manifest true healing, my beloved. It is absolutely – and I deliberately say absolutely – necessary to come to a higher understanding of the concept of justice. For only when one fully understands justice can one be free.

Is it not so, my beloved, that the earthly concept of justice is extremely dualistic? For, does it not contain the concept that when you have made an error or some kind of crime, you need to be punished, perhaps by being put in jail. And only when you have – according to some measure that few understand – been punished “enough,” can you be let out and, so-to-speak, be free.

And so, it might seem, my beloved, that for every wrong a punishment must be meted out in order for the soul to be free. And you do, indeed, see so many people on Earth, my beloved, who think that if they get ill, they must have done something to deserve it. And therefore, their illness is somehow God’s punishment.


The real God does not judge you

You see [people] who condemn others, feeling they must somehow be bad people—that God is punishing them. But the underlying belief is, as this messenger was inspired to explain, that people have created a false image of God. They think that God is the ultimate judge who sits up in heaven, looking down upon you with a stern expression on his face, scratching his long beard, ready to condemn you for any mistake you make. Especially, my beloved, the blasphemy, so-called, of disobeying the earthly church that claims to represent that remote God in the sky.

And yet, despite the fact that you have been brought up to fear God – so through that outer fear you obey the earthly institution and its hierarchy – despite that fact, they also want you to believe that this God is good. And so, a good God, then, could not possibly cause people to be sick. And thus, it will only make sense that people are sick as a punishment for some wrong they have done.

They must have done something wrong, for God could not have made the mistake of creating a world where there is sickness, disease and illness and death. And so, you see the concept of justice, as it is commonly seen on Earth, is intricately linked to this false concept of the external, judgmental God.

Did not Jesus say that his father judges no man, for he has left all judgment to the Son? The Son is the Christ consciousness. The Christ consciousness is One, it is Oneness. It is meant to enable all self-aware beings with free will to experiment with their free will freely. For no matter how far they might descend into a lower state of consciousness, they can, at any moment, reach for the Christ. And the Christ will then help them free themselves from that limiting state of consciousness. That is the true meaning of Christ the Redeemer.

And so, the Christ does not judge the way human beings judge. But the Christ is simply that immovable rock, the same yesterday, today and forever in the sense that the Christ consciousness is always in oneness with its source, with the Divine Father, with its Creator.

And so, the judgment of the Christ consciousness is to separate oneness from division, to separate those who are committed to oneness and the consciousness of oneness from those who are still attached to and not willing to give up the illusion of separation.


Both crime and punishment spring from duality

You see, my beloved, in terms of the concept of crime, it is only possible to commit any kind of crime or atrocity when one is identified with a separate self. For what is a crime? It is doing something that benefits one’s self while hurting others. And so, obviously it cannot be based on oneness that seeks to raise up all life. And so, you see, then, that crime can only spring from the duality consciousness. And yet what you see on Earth is that the concept of how to deal with crime also springs from the duality consciousness.

And therefore, the human concept of justice is indeed a perversion of Divine Justice, which, as I said, should really be conceived of as balance—the balanced scales that are not pulled in either direction. Which directions am I talking about? The two extremes of duality, my beloved, where if one side of the scales is heavier, you are pulled towards one extreme. If the other side is heavier, you are pulled towards the other extreme. For example, some might be heavier on the scale of so-called selfishness, and they are therefore weighted down towards the extreme that people will call evil. But as Nada just explained, many have taken on an outer appearance of service, but they do it in order to serve the separate self and seem good. And they would then put weight on the opposite side of the scale.

Many people think that if you have committed evil in the past, even in a past life, and your scale is pulled down to one side, that if you commit good in this life, you will put weight on the opposite side of the scale and you will gradually balance them. But you see, my beloved, you may commit many good acts and raise up the other side of the scale, but you cannot hold it in balance. You cannot hold the balance, the scale will immediately begin to move down on the other side, until you have another unbalanced situation. For you are now moving from the extreme of relative evil to the opposite extreme of relative good, which is not God-good, because it is not unconditional good.

There is, of course, no unconditional evil, my beloved. And that is why, in order to balance the scales, you must empty both cups, so that you have no conditions on either side—neither the side of relative evil, nor the side of relative good.


God does not want you to be punished

And so, my beloved, what you need to understand here is that in order to experience the fullness of healing in your four lower bodies, you must look this consciousness straight in the eye and see it for the illusion that it is. It is, my beloved, a complete illusion that God wants you to be punished for having made a mistake. It is a complete illusion that by suffering, you can somehow compensate for your own sins, or the sins of others, even the sins of humankind. It is a complete illusion that the spilling of the blood of Christ on the cross compensated for the sins of all of humankind.

God is – as has now been explained from six different perspectives – God is unconditional. An unconditional God does not require you to be punished in order to be free of a past mistake. The unconditional God knows that any mistake you have made is made because the real you, the conscious self, has come to identify itself with or as one of the roles that have been created on Earth out of the duality consciousness. Whatever mistake you made was an expression of the state of consciousness you were in at the time.

But God knows you are MORE, for you are an extension of God’s own Being. And so, what is God’s only desire? That you come back into oneness with who you are, re-establish your true sense of identity, and therefore can say, as this messenger has explained to several people, “I did not make that error in the past. For I was a different person back then. The person I was when I made the error, I have allowed that sense of self to die. I have been reborn and I am now a new being in Christ.” This, of course cannot be faked.

I am not hereby saying that people do not need to take responsibility and see that the reason they were in a certain state of consciousness was that they made certain choices, and therefore they can only be free of that state of consciousness by neutralizing – by going beyond, by transcending – those past choices. But when you are willing to go beyond, when you are willing to let the old man die and put on the new man, well then you must come to that point of recognizing that you are reborn, you are a new person. And therefore, you did not make the mistake, or the sin, or the error, or the crime or whatever it may be of the past. And therefore, what sense does it make that if you did not commit the crime, you should still bear the punishment?

Do you see, my beloved, the only way to be free of a certain state of consciousness is to let the old sense of self die and be reborn into a new sense of self? And then you do become a new being—your identity has shifted, you are reborn. Therefore, the concept of sin – the concept of karma that you must carry with you for a certain amount of time, until you have suffered enough or given enough violet flame, or done whatever else you might deem of as some kind of compensation – well that concept can only spring from the duality consciousness.

And therefore, the more you strive, the harder you strive to compensate for the past error, the more you confirm the reality of the separate self. And the more you prolong the life of that separate self, for it can only exist as long as you give it life energy through your sense of identity of being a person who deserves to be punished, perhaps by bearing a physical illness.

There is no external God who is punishing you through karma, sin, illness or whatever it might be. We have explained it before, but I will explain it again. Any condition you face in the material universe is the outpicturing of a mental image that you are projecting on the white screen of the Ma-ter light. That image exists only in your consciousness. It is like the film strip in the movie projector, and the light is the light of your I AM Presence, streaming through the film strip in your four lower bodies. When you truly change your consciousness, you change the filmstrip, and thus you change the image that the light is passing through. And my beloved, if you change the filmstrip in a movie projector, do you not then also change the image on the screen?

Please answer, that I know you have seen the point. [Audience answers: YES.]


Change your mind in order to change your body

And so, should you not, then, also begin to at least contemplate that if you truly change your consciousness, you will also change your physical body and any condition in it. For that condition can only be a projection upon the Ma-ter light of a mental image. And as the movie screen itself is not changed by the movie being projected upon it, neither is the Ma-ter light. And thus, you can instantly change the image on the screen by changing the film strip in the projector, and you can instantly change the manifestation in your physical body by changing the image in your mind.

This is an absolute truth, my beloved, but it is extremely difficult for human beings to accept it. Because they are so used to looking at the material world through the filter of the separate self, which believes that matter is solid, unchangeable, permanent.

And why does the separate self believe this? Because the separate self is created out of the same frequencies as the material universe, and thus, to the separate self, to the ego, matter is unchangeable. You have heard of the concept of mind over matter—well, the ego can never have power to change matter. For that of the same vibration cannot change something else in the same frequency spectrum. A lower vibration cannot be changed by a lower vibration. A lower vibration can be changed only by being accelerated by a higher vibration. And so, where is the higher vibration to come from? Well, from your I AM Presence, but how is it going to descend into the physical body? It must descend through your four lower bodies, including what represents the physical body, which is your conscious mind.

Why do some people come to Lourdes and are healed, while others are not healed? Well, as Mother Mary said, those who are healed can make the shift by the conscious mind, of coming to accept that the disease can instantly disappear. It does not matter that they see this as a miracle from God. What matters is that they believe in it to the point, where they can shift their perception and accept the changeability of matter.

Matter is infinitely changeable, but only when you are willing to change the cause behind the effect of matter—namely the mental image, the condition of the mind. Thus, my beloved, if you have the subtle belief that your illness is a punishment for some error committed, that you deserve the punishment, and that you need to suffer for a time in order to be saved and go to heaven, well then how can you accept that you can instantly be free of the illness? How can you accept healing? How can you accept wholeness, my beloved?

 

 

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