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Jesus, March
28, 2005.
Good Christians are never angry
And so you see so many conditions in the Earth that spring—not
just from the duality consciousness, but from the fact that the soul
has been programmed by outer religion to believe that it should not
be experiencing this or that condition. This comes in many disguises,
but let me just bring up one example. So many Christians have been
brought up to believe that in order to be good Christians, they should
never be angry. [This is one example of an impossible standard that
no human being can fulfill.]
And yet they experience situations in their lives that bring up the
feeling of anger. But because they are “good Christians,”
they do not recognize the anger, they do not take ownership of it.
So what do they do? They deny it, they stuff it into the subconscious
mind. Yet anger is a form of energy, anger is thought imbued with
the power of feeling, and thus it will eventually cycle through the
energy system of the material universe, until it manifests as a physical
condition in the body or a severe schism in the mind.
How can you be healed of a physical disease that is the product of
anger? You cannot be healed fully through surgery or by taking a pill.
You can be healed only by recognizing that the condition is the product
of anger. Then, you must take an honest look at the anger, going all
the way into it, until you discover the cause that made you feel that
anger in the first place—and that cause is often an expectation
that is not in alignment with the reality of life or the higher will
of your soul. But until you own the anger, until you take possession
of it and accept that you created it by making a choice, and until
you discover the cause for why you made that choice, how can you ever
give away the anger?
And thus, so many Christians have been brought up with a belief system
that does not make sense, that does not answer their questions about
life, that does not explain why they have personally encountered tragedy
or why one child is born with immense handicaps and another child
is born rich or gifted. And so they see the inequality in the world,
and their only option is to reason that God must have created it that
way. And yet, when you reason that way, it is inevitable that you
will feel that God is unjust, and so there is anger against God.
And so many Christians, in fact over 90% of all of those who call
themselves Christians, have an unrecognized anger against God. Yet
because they have been programmed with the need to be “good
Christians" – because if they are not good Christians they
cannot enter the kingdom of Heaven and be saved – they have
only one option and it is to ignore, deny and suppress that anger.
The master key to healing
Yet how could you possible enter the kingdom of God when you feel
anger against God? You do not want to come close to something that
makes you feel anger or fear—you want to run away from it. So
how can you enter the inner kingdom until you have resolved your anger,
and how can you resolve the anger until you take ownership of that
anger and see that it was something you created because you came to
believe in one of the serpentine lies.
And now that you own it – now that you understand why –
all of a sudden you can do something you could never do before. You
can say, “This is anger is mine. I take responsibility for it,
and at this very moment, I own it fully.”
And then you can say, “But I also realize that although I created
the anger, the "I" that created the anger was the human
ego, the human “I.” But I am more than that human ego.
I am an immortal soul, created by God in his image and likeness. And
it was not my soul who created the anger, and thus I don’t want
the anger any more, I don’t want it to be part of my being and
my life experience.”
And once you realize that the anger is separate from yourself –
it is a thing you own and not a part of yourself – at that moment,
you have the option to give it away. And instead of giving your anger,
or rather trying to give away your anger, by taking it out on other
people, you can give it to the one Being who will gladly take your
anger. And that being is God, because God loves you and does not want
to see you live a life burdened by anger or the effects of anger,
such as mental and emotional and physical disease.
God wants you to be free of the anger, and God is an unlimited fire,
an all-consuming fire [See also this
section], that can consume the anger in an instant. So God will
gladly take it from you, but God gave you free will and will not take
your anger until you give it to him. And you cannot give it to him
until you take ownership, until you take possession, and you say,
“This was created by a part of my being, and thus I accept accountability
and responsibility. Yet it was created by a part of my being that
is not my true self. Thus, neither my ego nor the anger created by
the ego is part of my [higher] being. And I will no longer identify
with the ego or with the anger, I will separate myself out from it.
I will come apart and be a separate and chosen people, elect unto
God because I have chosen to separate myself from the consciousness
of death."
And when you do this, then you can take the anger and you can turn
to God [the God in the kingdom within you] and say, “Oh Lord,
I offer this to you, please take it from me.” And if you can
fully let go, it will be taken. And as the cycles turn in the material
universe, even a physical condition that is the result of anger will
be taken from you.
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© 2010 by Kim Michaels |
