Are
you willing to come up higher?
September 09, 2002
NOTE from Kim:
[Text in brackets are my explanatory notes].
Please
note that most of what was given to me in these messages applies to
everyone walking the path of personal Christhood.
Jesus: I need to know if you are willing to come up
higher?
" Yes, I am."
I need you to be more mindful of your time, your energy and, first of
all, your attention. You cannot allow your attention to dwell upon anything
that is negative, imperfect or that is not related to your mission or
to me, your brother.
Give up watching television. Doing so deprives you of light and distracts
you from your mission. Do not sit there and flip channels, hoping that
something decent will be on. If there is something you need to see,
I will tell you. If I do not tell you to turn on the television, read
a book instead. It can be fully as relaxing for you to read books, you
simply need to overcome the idea that you need to be to fully alert
when you are reading spiritual books. I understand that you are sometimes
tired and need to relax. Simply read a spiritual book at whatever level
of awareness you have and do not worry about understanding every word.
Simply let the words go through your consciousness, and they will be
absorbed at some level. Yes, there are times when you can read an entire
page without having understood any of it with your conscious mind, yet
your subconscious mind has absorbed the words and the meaning behind
them. This is never a waste of time.
I truly need you to burn into your consciousness that you must
be mindful of what you focus your attention upon.
You cannot allow it to dwell upon imperfection, negativity or any aspect
of the human miasma. You need to be mindful, and when you catch yourself
focusing upon something negative, you need to pull yourself back from
that negative thought and focus your attention on me. The affirmation:
As above in Jesus,
so below in me!
. . . is perfect for this
purpose.
I need you to make a very determined effort in the coming days and weeks
to raise your level of consciousness above all negativity and to focus
on me and your spiritual mission. Throughout your life, and in many
past lives, you have had a tendency to doubt your true spiritual identity
and your true spiritual mission. This has caused you to dwell into negativity
and a sense of not having a clear purpose or vision for your life. You
have wasted much time and energy through this on meaningless activities
that did not contribute to our mission, to your personal growth or even
to your enjoyment of life.
You must recognize and accept that your soul has a true desire to come
up higher. This has been the entire purpose for you staying in embodiment
for these past 2000 years, and it is your deepest soul desire before
coming into embodiment in this lifetime. You seem to find it difficult
to believe that your mission can be so important when you were born
in humble circumstances. Yet, is not the entire purpose of spiritual
growth to demonstrate to humankind that it is possible for a person
to rise above the human level and to embody spiritual perfection even
here on this earth?
This mission can be more clearly demonstrated by a person who was born
in humble circumstances, as was I. Therefore, you and I together chose
the circumstances into which you were born. You have the potential to
rise above them, and it is time to exercise that potential. Up until
now, you have not been ready and the planet has not been ready. Both
you, the earth and humankind are now ready. You can no longer hide your
light.
You must stop hiding your light under a bushel and let that light shine
freely to all. Do not judge, and do not try to evaluate whether people
are ready. Simply give that light, allow me to give light through you
and to give wisdom through you. Then, be non-attached to the reactions
of other people. Some will not respond positively, but many will. Many
are ready at inner levels.
You are now at the nexus of the figure-eight flow of your life. These
first 44 years have been like the lower half. This has been like my
first 30 years, in which I did not begin my mission. You are now at
the nexus of the figure-eight, and it is time to step into the upper
half of the figure-eight of your life. You are at the same point that
I was at during the wedding in Canaan, when I did not want to turn the
water into wine. Had it not been for my mother, our mother, I might
have procrastinated my mission. Perhaps I might even have postponed
it indefinitely and therefore have missed the timetable of that mission.
I am here to serve in the capacity that our mother served in for me
2,000 years ago. I am here to tell you that it is time to stop hiding
your light and to step into the limelight and let your mission be known.
You must come to a conscious awareness and acceptance of the fact that
this is what your soul truly wants and has always wanted. I need you
to work on accepting this fully with all levels of your consciousness.
I will help you in this endeavor, but you must do your part. You must
consciously expose those hangups in your psychology that prevent you
from fully accepting this mission. Then, you must consciously choose
to let go of them and allow me to take them away from you. I cannot
take them away from you until you have consciously and willfully surrendered
them. Yes, this is exactly what is said in the book [The Inner Path
of Light]. Practice what you preach.
Break free of the outer limitations that you have come to accept from
being born in humble circumstances. Break free from all sense of limitation
concerning money. It truly is the Father’s good pleasure to give
you the kingdom of his inner peace. Remember, that you are meant to
help bring peace to Earth. You must therefore be at peace no matter
whether you have money or do not have money. If money, or rather the
lack of money, can take away your inner peace, then that peace is a
house built on sand.
You must accept that God will give you everything you need to fulfill
your mission. Seek first the Kingdom of God, focus all of your attention
on your spiritual mission, and stop worrying about money or even thinking
that money can possibly limit your service to God. You must fully and
consciously accept that you have all that you need. At any given moment,
you have all that you need. Take no thought for tomorrow. Take no thought
for what you shall eat; it shall be given unto you. Take no thought
for what you shall say; it shall be given onto you.
Accept, fully and consciously, that at this very moment you have everything
you need. If there is something you do not have, then it is because
God knows that you do not need it. Accept God’s judgment in this
matter. Accept that if God does not think you need it, then you truly
do not need it, and therefore you should stop thinking that you need
it.
You must accept that at the moment when you need something, God will
provide it. God will manifest it in your life. This acceptance, this
total acceptance, is the true kingdom of God. When you accept that God
will provide everything you need – when you need it – you
have overcome fear, doubt or worry. You simply know and accept that
your life is in God’s hands. You know that the Lord is your shepherd
and you shall not want.
If you have no fear, if you have no wants, then you have the true inner
peace which is the true kingdom of God.
Do you not realize that we who have ascended have this inner peace?
Here in the spiritual octaves, we know that God provides for our every
need. The thought that God does not provide for your needs in the material
universe is simply an illusion. The real purpose of the spiritual path,
as you very well realize, is to overcome all human illusions. You must
overcome the illusion that God cannot or will not take care of your
needs in the material universe. If you need it, you have it. If you
do not have it, you do not need it. Remember the words our blessed mother
said when the Angel announced my birth. She simply said: “Be it
unto me according to thy will.”
This is an important affirmation. Give it 33 times each day from now
on.
O God, O Jesus,
be it unto me according to your will.
Commune with me
as often as you can. Do it even if you are tired, because even if
you do not not get a completely accurate message, you will still gain
valuable practice.
You have done well in contemplating my need for a messenger who has
no personal agenda. You are not there yet, but you have the potential
to reach that level of messengership. Yes, I use the word Messenger
on purpose. I, and my brothers and sisters of light, have had many true
messengers throughout the ages. No true messenger will claim to be the
only messenger of the Ascended Host. A messenger might claim to be the
only messenger for a particular organization or a particular dispensation,
but no human being or organization will ever be granted a monopoly on
the Ascended Host.
You have, over the years observed, that some messengers did have certain
remnants of a personal agenda and that it did affect their messengership.
We know this, yet we allow it because this is nothing unique. Almost
every messenger has some kind of agenda. Your deepest desire is to be
a pure and holy Messenger who has no agenda that interferes with the
word of God streaming through you.
You must understand that there is a difference between having no personal
agenda and having personality and individuality. Contrary to popular
belief, I was not without personality. I had a very distinct personality,
and I have a very distinct personality today even though it has evolved
in these 2,000 years. My personality did affect every aspect of my mission,
and some people rejected my mission because of my personality.
This is part of the test. If people are not willing to look beyond the
outer personality of the messenger, then they are not ready to receive
the word of God. They are still caught in the consciousness of idolatry,
and therefore the word of God can do nothing for them. The purpose of
the spiritual path is to overcome all illusion, idolatry and self-idolatry,
so that people can accept themselves as the true offspring of the Most
High. If they think that God could not possibly speak through a person
whom they deem to be imperfect, then how could they accept their own
Divinity? If you cannot accept the Divinity in someone else, how could
you possibly accept the Divinity within yourself?
You must realize that your mission will also be affected by your personality,
and this is perfectly acceptable in the eyes of God. Most people, be
they messengers or not, do not realize how their personality affects
their mission, and they do not see the difference between their personality
and their personal agenda. Their true personality originates in the
individual God flame of the I AM Presence. The personal agenda originates
in the remnants of human consciousness that are still left in every
unascended person. You will have part of the human consciousness with
you until you ascend. However, it is possible to learn to see through
this human consciousness, so that you can be a pure instrument and so
that you can prevent that human consciousness and its agenda from interfering
with your spiritual mission.
Accomplishing this requires a very high degree of discernment and a
very focused attention. You have been trained for thousands of years
to manifest a combination of discernment and attention. You need to
allow yourself to draw it into your conscious awareness and make an
effort to take back the power of your attention which you have allowed
to be scattered. You do not need to know everything or to do everything.
You need to do one thing and do it all the way.
This is, and always has been, the key to victory. The Jews wanted me
to be their worldly king, but I refused them. I focused on my spiritual
mission which was far more important than freeing Israel from the Romans.
You cannot serve two masters. Focus on me, I am your true master, guru
and brother.
You are my brother. I can speak through you and if you will allow me
to purify you, you can soon reach a point where I can speak through
you unhindered by any aspect of your human consciousness.
The main aspect of human consciousness that is still preventing me from
speaking through you fully is that you still doubt your ability to tune
in to me and to tune out the lower consciousness and the forces of this
world. You fear that your consciousness will not be pure and that some
lower force, be it from within or from without, will interfere with
your messages. This is a legitimate fear, yet you must gradually build
your confidence in my ability to overcome your human consciousness.
Do you accept me as a spiritual being of almost unlimited attainment?
" Yes, Jesus, I accept you and I accept your attainment.
Then let us reason together. If you are willing to let go of the human,
if you are willing to reach beyond the human and accept who you are
as my brother, I can overcome that human consciousness and all forces
of this world. Do you accept that I have the ability to overcome your
human consciousness? I cannot overcome your human consciousness against
your free will if you choose to hold on to it. But if you are willing
to surrender that human consciousness, then my spiritual attainment
can truly overcome all lower manifestations of this world. Do you believe
this?
" Yes."
Then make an effort daily to accept this fact. Allow all of these doubts
and fears to fade away. Allow all the doubts from your years in the
church to fade away. I need a mouthpiece, I need an open door which
no man can shut and which you (the only man who can) will not
shut. You are that open door. Will you accept that high and Holy calling?
" Yes, Jesus, I accept my calling."
Then read this discourse every night and allow yourself to absorb it
with all levels of your consciousness. I am your brother Jesus, and
I will raise you up and give you the gift of the transfiguration as
you are willing.
My sheep know my voice. My sheep hear my voice even when it is spoken
through another sheep. Now allow me to raise you to no longer be a sheep,
but to be a shepherd. I give you my shepherd’s crook accept that
and hold it high. Use it to guide my sheep in the direction of the pearly
gate that leads to our Father’s kingdom. Tempus fugit.
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