I
Surrender the Illusions of My Ego
Instructions: Give this affirmation out loud one or more times.
Beloved Mother Mary, I now understand that my ego was born when I chose
to experiment with the consciousness of duality, the fruit of the knowledge
of good and evil. I see that it was this duality that caused me to believe
that I was separated from God and unworthy to be one with God. It was
this sense of unworthiness that caused me to turn my back to God and
think I could not or did not want to come back home to God’s kingdom.
It was this duality that made me think God’s kingdom is outside
myself.
Beloved Mother Mary, I accept you as my Spiritual Mother and I put my
hand in your hand. I pray that you will lead my soul back to that original
point of departure from oneness with my I AM Presence. I pray that you
will help me penetrate the veil of the fear and pride of my ego, so
that I can have the courage to look at that original decision and understand
why I decided to turn away from my I AM Presence and my spiritual teacher.
Beloved Mother Mary, help me expose the serpentine lie that caused me
to separate myself from God and help me see why my soul was vulnerable
to believing in that lie. Help me look at this lie with no fear, no
sense of shame, no guilt and no desire to defend my decision or make
it seem like it wasn't my fault. Help me simply look at that decision
with complete clarity and none of the emotions that my ego has used
to control my soul for so long. Help me accept that I made the original
decision, and help me understand that by accepting this fact, I instantly
gain the power to undo that decision by making a better choice.
Beloved Mother Mary, help me discover and internalize the truth of Christ
that replaces the serpentine lie that gave birth to my ego. Help me
lovingly surrender the serpentine lie and all illusions that spring
from it. Hold my hand as I turn around and face the shining reality
of my I AM Presence and accept that my soul is an individualization
of that Presence and that my Presence is an individualization of God.
Help me accept that I am a son/daughter of God and that I am worthy
to be one with my Presence and thus one with God. Oh Mother Mary, help
my soul reach the point of full and final surrender, where I am willing
to let the ego die so that I can win the immortal life of the Christ
consciousness.
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