Oh
Mother Mary, I am whole in the River of Life
In the beginning was only
oneness between the two polarities of Being, the Father and the Mother,
the masculine and the feminine. Likewise, as I first descended, my conscious
self was aligned with the will and purpose of my spiritual self.
As I fell and created the ego and started believing in the illusion
of separation, I lost this integration. And since then, I have had a
division between my higher and lower being. I now see that the true
goal of the spiritual path is to get back to the state of integration,
the state of wholeness. When I am whole, my lower being is a perfect
expression of my Higher Being, and thus the Light of Life, the River
of Life, can flow through my Being.
I now see that my lower being, my conscious self, came into this world
in order to express its creativity and make free choices. Yet I also
see that my creativity can only flow freely when my conscious self is
in alignment with the will and purpose of my own Higher Being, my spiritual
self.
Thus, I now see that the very cause of my fall into separation was that
I came to believe in the lie that God is a tyrant who wants to restrict
my creativity and take away my free will. I came to believe that only
by going against my own higher will, my own Higher Being, could I be
truly free and creative. I now see that when my conscious self goes
against my own Higher Being, I will inevitably create a division in
my being, and thus I become a house divided against itself. This makes
it impossible for me to find peace of mind and to attain the fulfillment
of knowing I am being what I came here to be. Thus, as long as I allow
this division to remain, I will never be fulfilled.
I now reconnect to my highest love, which is my love for the original
purpose for which I came to Earth, namely to share my light and express
my true creativity. Thus, I surrender myself fully to the only true
path of spiritual growth, namely the path of integration between my
higher and lower being. I separate myself from the false path, which
says that the feminine polarity of my being, my conscious self, is the
enemy of spiritual growth and must be controlled and suppressed. I now
see that the false teachers first tricked me into misusing my free will
by going against my higher will. They then made me believe that I can
only make wrong choices, and thus I should let them and my ego control
my choices.
I now realize that the true enemy of my growth is the lie that I can
be saved only by letting the ego or the false teachers control my conscious
self. Thus, I vow to stop denying my true identity and to stop restricting
my true creativity. I see that once my conscious self realizes and accepts
that it is an individualization of my spiritual self, I will make right
choices. Thus, instead of seeking to restrict my conscious self, I now
seek to set my conscious self free to be who I truly am, who I already
am in God’s reality.
Thus, I lovingly let go of all the ego’s illusions and immerse
myself into the flow of the River of Life itself. I stop holding on
to the illusions of the ego, and I allow my eye to be single in the
vision of Christ, so that I can see my divine plan and let my God-given
creativity flow as my gift to all life. Thus, I accept my wholeness
and my freedom to Be here below, all that I am Above—and MORE.
This
affirmation is part of the following rosary. For an even more powerful
effect, give the entire rosary.
Rosary
for Integration
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